I’ve been doing some real thinking

It’s vital in this time leading to moving in to my final rental.

I really, really don’t want to live in a studio again. In spite of the fact that I spend most of my life on my own (interspersed with joyful but brief times spent with the beloved ‘new’ friend of whom I wrote https://wp.me/p6zYMn-5n7 a good long while ago – and with the other friend from that time), living with my bed in the living-room just isn’t me. And that’s in spite of any enthusiasm I may’ve produced on the topic. I lied.

I just don’t like it. I mean I HATE it.

I did that over a year ago when I moved in to the flat at 1218 in this building, where I lived for about six months before coming down here to 307 and being here for eight months now. I said it was fine. That was a porky.

Even Boodie didn’t like it: it gave him nowhere to go to be on his own, which all moggies want from time to time. And I can tell you that 1218 had a bigger footprint than does the studio above.

I’m packing death now. My younger sister will be speechless with rage if|when I tell her; and as she and her husband are making it possible for me to make this move, I dunno how it will end.     😦

The wonderful audiobook I’m currently listening to while crocheting a stroller rug for the forthcoming infant of my new and superb Care Manager, Maria – Robert Galbraith (a.k.a. JK Rowling) featuring Cormoran Strike in The Silkworm – has a chapter wherein the protagonist and his offsider are discussing the case and she tells him one of the suspects has a blog: “Why do people DO that ?” he asks; and she says “I just don’t know.”

Fuck me – why am I telling you this ? Because I see you as my friends. But by all the gods you are a group of very long-suffering friends ..

 

13 thoughts on “I’ve been doing some real thinking

  1. So, what ARE you telling her? You’re not moving? I completely understand not liking a studio. I was impressed that you were so positive about it – and good for you for putting on the brave front – because until I move into aged care when I’m frail (if I get there) I want a bit more space than that!

    I am thrilled that that new younger friend worked out.

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  2. 🤞 Here’s hoping this cliffhanger situation works out for the best. I’m reading these posts in chronological order and I see there’s another one coming. I hope it’s good news. I SO very much want you to be happy, even delighted, with your new place.

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